In between worlds

It's such a different experience here.  Leaves me with such mixed emotions.  I'm torn between all these different worlds. USA on base, Korea off base.  So I'm in Korea, but I'm not.  Military is what brings us here and who we are with, but we're civilian, not military - very different culture.  And I have just left the working world and all this involvement in a million things in the world around me, and now I'm stay at home mom.  I wanted that... but culture shock!